Now it's not my first rodeo and not to be mean to the horse but really, I don't understand why everyone thinks. Hey it's okay to tell me what I should and shouldn't do!? WTF (totally know why I hate) people!? You know what? If I wanted to know I you’re fucking opinion. I would have fucking asked you!!!! Though I keep to myself (antisocial is I) still it seem that I invite that kind of ridicule on myself?!! I don't like dealing with all that bullshit or shit talking. If I talk to you it’s because I'm trying to be nice. >.< (not trying to flirt you, or be friends) unless I ask you specific questions. So if nothing like that is happening. They usually means I don't want to know! I especial don't want to know what you think about me. What I do and how I do it (and I do it very well thank you very much!) is my business.
That's whole reason I like been left alone. I know I sit here and smile at you like I want you to talk to me blah, blah, blah...but I don't. I do talk to you its cause your right in front of me. It makes me feel awkward and uncomfortable and that’s the reason I talk to you. I'm not trying to make friends at work. How sad and pathetic are you that you need to make friends (at work you loser). Even more so you have to tell a stranger (cause you don't know me and you never will) what they should do? One you are not my god damn mother! Two you are not my boyfriend and or husband. Last but not least I don’t love you in anyway shape or form. What makes you think I’m going to listen to you at all stupid?
I go to lunch by myself and sit in a corner all alone. Hmmm wonder why? Did I want to entice a conversation with anyone FUCK NO! I don’t make friends at work cause you don’t really care about me. That’s fine cause either do I, (I mean I don’t wish ill upon you that’s just wrong) but come on really…I come here to do a job. Not find out who’s doing what, or who’s fucking who. I am fine alone...got damn it! I sure as hell don’t need you in my life! Like I told someone long time ago if want you in my life you’ll be there I don’t need a stupid high school reunion to get in touch with friends from high school, because they’re still here. Okay I’m done carry on…
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